The Mystery Blogger Award 2019.

(This post is only in English)

Wow, I cant belive it🦋

“Mystery Blogger Award is an award for amazing bloggers with ingenious posts. Their blog not only captivates; it inspires and motivates. They are one of the best out there, and they deserve every recognition they get. This award is also for bloggers who find fun and inspiration in bligging; and they do it with so much love and passion”.

-Okoto Enigma.

Now that I wrote these words from Okoto Enigma I can’t understand that I deserve this award …it’s beyond my understanding, and I am overwhelmed by this.

Rules:

– Put the award logo/image on your blog.

– List the rules.

– Thank the creator of the award and provide a link as well.

– Tell your readers 3 things about yourself.

– You have to nominate 10 – 20 people.

– Notify your nominees by commenting on their blog.

– Ask your nominees any 5 questions of your choice; with one weird or funny question.

– Share a link to your best posts.

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Thank you so much Steve for nominate me for this awards. That’s the second time I get a nomination from you and I’m deeply grateful.

Steve is the author behind the blogname Stevescountry. He is a lovely soul with a big heart of gold.

Steve, you know I really enjoy your blog and your cat Muffin, but most of all, how much joy YOU fill my heart with when I visit your world.

I write this words to you last time also, and they mean just as much to me today, if not more Steve;

Steve also takes pictures of the nature and animals he experiences there. The pictures are lovely and I get a wonderful experience of some other animals that I do not experience in Norway. I look at the pictures and enjoy the beautiful animals along with the mood of his words. I understand that Steve loves nature and he gets peace of mind and of his little birds and squirrels. I see he gets in touch with these little ones. It’s totally magical. Thank you so much Steve for that I can follow you and join you in your world. I am so grateful🦋

Please do visit Steve and you get a ride in his world you never forget, and the touch with nature is indescribable.

Much love from

-Lillian-

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Three things about me:

1) I am her who must read a local paper in a paper edition.

2) I am her who has to stretch and brush the bed sheet, shake my pillow and shake and arrange the pillow before I crawl down my bed.

3) I become both sea-sick, car-sick, train-sick and fly-sick.

The 5 questions from Steve with my answers:

1) I you had enough food and water for the trip, would you cross the Atlantic ocean in 16 foot (approx. 5 meter) boat?

-No, never. It gets too much for me to deal with and not to talk about being seasick …I’m just getting unwell of the thought.

2) If you had the opportunity to live in the world, other than where you are, where would you choose to live?

– Canada or Alaska.

3) If you had to choose between living 6 months in our cold northern Canadian winter or 6 months in the Sahara desert, wish would you choose?

– It was not difficult. My heart is a bit in Canada because of my family there, so I like to stay for 6 months in cold northern Canadian winter. I would love to experience northern Canadian. I love sun and summer, but not too hot, so the desert Sahara is not for me.

4) Honestly now, could you survive 10 days without your phone? (You know, one of those hand devices that are called phones but nobody ever uses as a phone so why do they call them phones in the first place? Don’t get me started on that one..)

-Yes, I’m gonna survive 10 days without my phone. Here I live we only have mobile phones so the worst thing is not to call someone, but I don’t call often because here I live is the bad internet too. Sometimes we nor have internet at all..

5) Why did you want to start a blog?


I started blogging because I think I was not alone about what I went through and what I experienced from childhood, and up to adulthood. Being able to reach someone with my writings, art and poems and small stories became important to me, and be able to tell you that you are not alone whatever part of the world you come from.

When I blogging I can feel deep in my soul that is a healing prosess for me too.

6) Why do you follow my blog?

– I love to make a delicious cup of coffee and settle in my favorite place in the living room. Here I open the blog of Steve and I come into his world and get warm in my heart. He writes about his cat Muffin that I think is absolutely adorable and he describes their days. He makes me smile and I just relax with his post. All his lovely pictures make me speechlees. Steve, you give me peace in my mind, thank you. Otherwise see what I wrote about Steve above.

7) Read my answer to question 5 above, what does it mean?

And it says: “Don’t count the leaves on the tree when there are rocks on the driweway”…

-Wow, lucky me then you can’t count Steve😉and I have answered 5 questions + one … But an interesting idiom…

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Now I am suppose to link to my best posts…I think this was the hardest part…Well… Okei, you can visit my blog and tap where it says “menu” and tap where it says “Dikt” that means “poem” in english. My poems means more to me than you can imagine🦋

Thank you

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My 5 new questions:

1) Which zodiac sign were you born in?

2) Do you listen to the radio or do you prefer to watch TV?

3) Have you been to Norway and what did you do there? If you don’t, do you want to go here and what do you want to experience?

4) What advice do you give to others in difficult times? And do you live by this advice yourself?

5) If you could choose, which animal would you like to be and why?

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Now, the nominees:

https://justtwistedwords.wordpress.com

https://jhward.net

https://whenlovingstartwithyourself.wordpress.com

https://beckiesmentalmess.blog

https://humanityliveson.home.blog

https://potheadtoprovidence.com

https://whenanintrovertspeaks.home.blog

https://trystwithmind.wordpress.com

https://abettermandotblog.wordpress.com

https://poetryfromtheinkwell.wordpress.com

https://macalderblog.wordpress.com

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I hope you all enjoyed this post, I did.

Thank you again Steve.

🦋

Much love from

-Lillian-

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Life seeds…

(This post in only in English)

(I’m not quite sure if you can read the text well in the picture, so I write it as well)…

As she saw the

shadows moving

slowly, so she felt her heartbeat in

her chest,

the moon’s magic myth spread around her

and she felt cold.

The shadows glanced around her heart,

the moonlight shining

on her face

writhing in pain,

and her soul fighting

for her juctice to

life that was about

to end. Worn she lay

on the ground

and scratched.

Into eternity she

was to win and

the seeds of

life were sown.

🦋

-Lillian-

(I post this on my account on instagram and facebook).

Norwegian nature embraces her soul🦋

(This post is only in English)

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In the mountains far in the big wide tundra she feels small. If Mother Earth decides to shake a little, she has no other choice to join in on what’s happening and let fate determine the outcome.

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She sees so far the eye can reach, and the sun shines from the most beautiful blue sky. With paper and pencil she has next to her, she lays down in the snow.

She makes a snow angel … and embraces herself with the energy of nature.

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The blue sky reminds her that there is no end, nor any start up there, but a whole eternity. She closes her eyes and feels.

Feeling the force of her heartbeat and her Viking blood running in her vains.

Her blood bubbles and she can feel the presence of something she doesn’t know.

Only her imagination can put an end to her dreams ..

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Music notes appear as a movie in her head. Every note has its sound, every sound has its picture and every picture gives her a word …

Where the ancestors have settled from the old times it gives her roots from a time she has not seen, but which she can only feel.

The meditation helps her to sense the nature and it feels like home.

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Far down there she can hear the sound of Norway’s longest river. It crumbles, rush and flows like in a rosewood thirst for water.

At the end of the long miles it runs into the ocean and becomes one with the world.

She feels lucky to experience this. It smells like winter and spring. A summer mood at the bottom of the river where withered leaves turns into grass and moss.

Where the little sprouts of the trees and flowers are fighting for life to flourish. Everything will come to life after King Winter’s farewell.

She’s finished now, and thanks her spirit and soul, and thanks Mother Earth for this time. She knows she’s coming back in the summer. With a hope to flourish like the mountain in hope and faith.

At home in the sunset, she is grateful. She writes it down in a book she calls “Orchid Garden”. Here she fills up the blank sheets with positive things and experiences.

She sits quietly until the sun has gone completely down. She can still feel the warmth of the sunset that spreads her colors around the world with a prayer to all of us for love.

In the sunrise the next morning there is a new day …

It’s quiet, only the birds that chirp a jolly song break the silence. Only the trees in her garden whiz a gently good morning and flutter with their big branches so her hair flutters.

She always has pen and paper with her, and this time she writes the notes in her mind in the form of a poem and she has her paint brush and colors ready.

What turns into life in her drawing book will she discover soon…

🦋

-Lillian-

Poem: Love…

(Only in English)

Poem dikt love orkidedatterart norwegian blogger Norway prosaistforfatter

Sometimes it just takes a little kindness

from one hurting soul to another

to change us forever…

quot: – Karen Kostyl-

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My heart and my soul could really feel these words…and I think to my self:

-Because from every wound

there’s a scar…

and every scar…

tells a story…

Time does not always heal all wounds, but I learn to live with the scars ..

Faith🦋

-Lillian-

Panter:

(English text after the Norwegian text)

Poem dikt phanter Norwegian blogger blogger prosaist forfatter poetry orkidedatterart

I natt var du en panter.

Et av de vakreste dyr i verden, men også

et av de farligste.

Listet deg rundt i mørkets natur

med glitrende pels og lysende øyne.

Du jaktet.

Sirklet inn ditt bytte.

Stillheten er til å ta og føle på.

Du strakte ut din pote,

vasket den forsiktig,

før du plantet den i det våte underlaget.

Du luktet ut i natten.

Slikket deg om munnen

og hoppet opp i nærmeste tre.

Øverst lå du og så utover landskapet.

Følte på sult, hunger og lyst.

Du må drepe i natt for å overleve.

Du lukket øynene, en panter var din skjebne

i dette liv.

Du ble angrepet, knuste kyss og hjertet revet ut.

Ingen magi.

Ingen vakre ord.

Ingen som bryr seg.

Ingen savn, bare kaldt, mørkt og vått.

Stille går du fra stedet.

Denne gangen mett.

Du vant denne kampen.

Du smyger deg hjem.

Legger deg ned.

Slikker dine sår.

Du vet at det ikke er lenge til

neste hunger

neste lengsel

neste lyst

 neste kamp.

Dø eller overlev…

🦋

-Lillian-

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Phanter:

Last night you were a panther.

One of the most beautiful animals in the world, but also

one of the most dangerous.

Listed around in the nature of darkness

with glittering coat and shining eyes.

You hunted.

Circle your prey.

You can feel the silence.

You stretched out your paw,

washed it gently,

before planting it in the wet surface.

You smelled in the night.

Licked your mouth

and jumped up to the nearest tree.

At the top you looked over the landscape.

Felt hunger, starvation and desire.

You have to kill tonight to survive.

You closed your eyes, a panther was your destiny

in this life.

You were attacked, smashed kisses and the heart torn out.

No magic.

No beautiful words.

No one cares.

No one miss you, just coldness and darkness.

Quietly you go from the place.

This time satisfied.

You won this fight.

You sneak home.

Lie down.

Lick your wounds.

You know it’s not long to the

next hunger

next yearning

next desire

 the next battle.

Die or survive…

🦋

-Lillian-

 

Uten meg…

(English text after Norwegian text).

Poem uten meg without you dikt Norwegian blogger Norwegian poetry prosaist

Uten meg.

Det var dager og jeg elsket livet.

Plutselig ble alt snudd opp ned.

Jeg ble redd.

Jeg tenkte det verste, og jeg

Klarer ikke å stoppe det.

Det er fra fortiden som legger sitt teppe

over meg og jeg kveles.

Jeg kan ikke puste, men jeg vet

Jeg elsker deg.

Uten meg, jeg tror du må gå

videre uten meg.

Jeg fortjener deg ikke.

Du fortjener så meget bedre enn meg.

Jeg kan ikke stoppe dette nå.

Jeg har åpnet mitt hjerte for deg, og det

gjør vondt.

Jeg elsker deg.

Du elsker meg.

Vi elsker hverandre.

Jeg trodde aldri på kjærligheten.

Kanskje mitt indre allerede prøvde å

fortelle meg noe da.

Du er perfekt selv om tiden går.

Du får meg alltid til å smile, men nå

er tårene lettere å fange

Jeg smiler tappert, men jeg må

Klare dette uten deg.

Du får meg til å føle meg god, men

du må gå videre nå.

Du fortjener så meget bedre enn meg.

Jeg fortjener deg ikke.

Jeg vil ikke stå i veien for din lykke.

Jeg klarer ikke å gjøre deg hel og god lenger.

Jeg er redd og det gjør vondt.

En smerte jeg ikke ønsker å føle på, men jeg må.

Jeg kan ikke la deg bli med videre, du

forstår det ikke selv.

Du må ta vare på deg.

Jeg vet ikke min fremtid.

Jeg vet bare min fortid nå.

Uten meg, jeg tror du må gå

videre uten meg.

Jeg fortjener deg ikke.

Du fortjener så meget bedre enn meg.

Jeg kan ikke stoppe dette nå.

Kan jeg fange deg om du faller?

Jeg kan ikke det, jeg er ødelagt.

Du må finne en ny trygg havn nå.

Jeg må dra videre herfra, men

jeg vet ikke hvor.

Det er ikke sikkert det er veien å gå

som er den lyseste og der solen skinner.

Kanskje jeg må inn i et mørke som jeg ikke

Kjenner.

Jeg er redd. Jeg har mistet grepet.

Jeg elsker deg så det gjør vondt.

Jeg kan ikke ta deg med lenger inn i mitt indre,

Du må redde deg selv.

Jeg vet ikke om jeg kommer tilbake.

Det må tiden vise.

Jeg vet jeg ikke kan forlange at du venter på meg.

Jeg ber deg gå, jeg går. Her skilles

våre veier.

Kanskje prøvde mitt indre å fortelle meg noe.

Mitt hjerte og sjel.

Jeg valgte ikke å høre, men det har vært helt

fantastisk.

Nå må jeg finne igjen magien og mitt liv.

Jeg kan ikke la deg bli med inn der.

Du fortjener bedre enn meg.

Jeg er redd. Jeg er ikke modig.

Jeg elsker deg.

🦋

-Lillian-

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Without you..

It was days and I loved life.

Suddenly everything was turned upside down.

I got scared.

I thought the worst, and I

Can’t stop it.

It is from the past that puts their blanket

over me and I choke.

I can’t breathe, but I know

I love you.

Without me, I think you have to go

further without me.

I don’t deserve you.

You deserve so much better than me.

I can’t stop this now.

I have opened my heart for you and that

hurts.

I love you.

You love Me.

We love each other.

I never believed in love.

Maybe my inner soul was already trying to

Tell me something then.

You are perfect even time goes by.

You always make me smile, but now

tears are easier to catch.

 I smile bravely, butI have to

Do this without you.

You make me feel good, though

You have to move on now.

You deserve so much better than me.

I don’t deserve you.

I will not stand in the way of your happiness.

I can’t make you whole and good anymore.

I’m scared and it hurts.

A pain I don’t want to feel but I have to.

I can’t let you follow me, you

Don’t understand it yourself.

You have to take care of you.

I don’t know my future.

I just know my past now.

Without me, I think you have to go

further without me.

I don’t deserve you.                                                                                                     

You deserve so much better than me.

I can’t stop this now.

Can I catch you if you fall?

I can’t do, I am broken.

You have to find a new safe port now.

I have to move on from here, though

I don’t know where.

It may not be the way to go

which is the brightest and where the sun shines.

Maybe I have to go into a darkness

 that I don’t Know,again.

I’m afraid. I lost my grip.

I love you so it hurts.

I can’t take you further into my inner soul

And heart.

You have to save yourself.

I don’t know if I’m going back.

Time will show..

I know I can’t demand that you wait for me.

I ask you to go, I go.  Our roads

separate here.

Maybe my heart tried to tell me something.

I chose not to listen, but it has been completely

fantastic.

Now I have to find the magic in my life again.

I can’t let you join in there.

You deserve better than me.

I’m afraid. I’m not brave.

I love you.

🦋

-Lillian-

THE VERSATILE BLOGGER AWARD.

(This post is only in English)

The versatile blogger awards Norwegian blogger

I am overwhelmed that I have been mined for this price. I am so incredibly grateful for all your, from each of you, to support me. How you appreciate my words and my art I cannot describe. I lose my words, but the feeling in my heart and soul nobody can takes away from me.

Thank you so much Steve, who is the author behind the blogg Steve’s country.

I love to make a delicious cup of coffee and settle in my favorite place in the living room. Here I open the blog of Steve and I come into his world and get warm in my heart. He writes about his cat Muffin that I think is absolutely adorable and he describes their days. He makes me smile and I just relax with his post. He shares his collections of older things. Something I find interesting and it gives me the best childhood memories that remind me of my grandparents. The muffin is still a little “beauti flower”, and as I realize she has a heart of gold.

Steve also takes pictures of the nature and animals he experiences there. The pictures are lovely and I get a wonderful experience of some other animals that I do not experience in Norway. I look at the pictures and enjoy the beautiful animals along with the mood of his words. I understand that Steve loves nature and he gets peace of mind and of his little birds and squirrels. I see he gets in touch with these little ones. It’s totally magical. Thank you so much Steve for that I can follow you and join you in your world. I am so grateful🦋

Please do visit Steve and you get a ride in his world you never forget, and the touch with nature is indescribable.

-Lillian-

Thank you Priya, who is the author behind the blogg When an introvert speaks .

Her poems and short stories are like a beautiful symphony orchestra in my heart. I dream in moving pictures in my mind and I get a break from a hectic everyday life. Her words captivate me and I cannot stop reading. She creates feelings inside me that I hardly knew I have and that is for me a beautiful experience.

She has passion for what she writes and that it is both touching and heartfelt deep in my heart and soul.

As I interpret it, it becomes to me that behind every single one of her written words there is a feeling of something. Something that is waiting to come out, which is puching back and forth like waves on the sea, and something that is created by her magical creativity that is like magic down on the paperbook, and at least enthrall me🦋

Thank you so much Priya for that I can follow you and join you in your world. I am so grateful🦋

Please, do visit Priya and you will read words that touch your heart and soul in one way or another. It so beautiful penned.

-Lillian.

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RULES:

Thank the person who nominated you and provide a link to their blog.

Write seven facts about yourself.

Nominate other beautiful bloggers.

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7 facts about me:

1. I have long hair and will probably always have it. Have tried shorter hair, but no, I am not ready for it anyway. I mostly set it up in one way or another most often. Can sometimes drop the hair down and have it loose.

2. I’m very clumsy. Is often very unfortunate and can destroy things. Ex: losing a coffee cup in the floor and crushing, at home with me, no, it is so clearly gone by someone else.

3) I’m the one who goes out of the store and can’t find the car. Calling my husband and saying it’s stolen. Where he says, “But sweetheart, we bought a new car ….(I was looking for the old one..)

4) I don’t have many friends, that is something I choose. I am skeptical … used and burned so many times … but when you reaches me, I hide you in my heart and you have a friend for life if you want to ❤️together we create memories, listening, chattering holes in our’s head on each other and have a lot of fun. But can also be serious, like to cry a little tears together and respect the differences that make you and me so unique. No matter who I meet, I meet a human being and differentness is what colour of the world. That’s probably why I love the rainbow too🌈

5) I love to fire up a lots of light in all kinds of shapes both inside and outside. Fire up the bonfires and sit around this, when day turns to night, talk, and just be in nature.

6) I’m not fond of shopping, but it has to be done occasionally.

7) My zodiac sign is Virgo.

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All of you are just as great and valuable to me and I love reading yours post and words of art. Everyone of you have a special place in my heart, thank you. I appreciate and are so grateful to all of you. 🦋

I’m sorry, but choosing some of you, I can’t. So you all are❤️thank you all for your support🦋

Please, feel free to do this Award. I will love to read your 7 things about yourself. 

I wish you all a great day and happy blogging.

-Lillian-